Ever had those nights where you just can't seem to get to sleep? Or maybe you were finally getting to sleep and someone woke you up. Well tonight is just one of those nights where I had a hard time getting to sleep, so I put a little music on to try and lull myself to sleep. It worked. Temporarily. My heart was racing, my mind just wouldn't shut off, but music seems to have a positive effect on my sleep habits. Until I was so rudely awakened. Now I lie in my bed, with only 3 and a half more hours left to sleep, and I'm wide awake. They say don't go to bed angry, well I won't be able to sleep all night, cause I'm fucking angry. Pissed off, annoyed, hurt. Even when you think that one person will always be there for you no matter what, don't believe it. Something is going to fuck it up eventually. They'll screw up. You'll screw up. Some bitch will come in and screw it up. Might as well get used being alone and on your own, cause nobody is going to be there for you but yourself.
Xoxo Little Miss Who You Are
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