Dear John

So I just got done watching Dear John, cause I'm a sappy McSappypants, and for like 75% of the movie I'm smiling and doing the little "AWWWWW's," then for the other 25% I'm thinking "Hey Savannah, why are you such a FUCKTARD!?" Like I understand it a little, but for the most part, why would you put your own happiness to the side, and ruin some guy's life, just to help out a sick friend with a kid?! How about you DON'T marry that other guy, but you still help him out and then take care of the kid later? That way, you and John can live happily ever after from the start! Then again, it wouldn't be a true romance if somebody didn't get their heart broken a few times along the way. Isn't that how it always goes? So in order to get my happily ever after I'm going to have to have my heart broken repeatedly until somebody comes to save me from it? Sounds like a whole lot of work just to find my Prince Charming.

Anyways, for the other 75% of the movie I was just thinking, "Hey, it sure would be nice to find somebody that loved me that much." I would like to love again, even better, I would like to be loved again. Always having this person on your mind. Putting a smile on your face every time you think of them (even without you knowing, those are the BEST ones!). Someone who notices the little things you do or say. Someone who you fall asleep with every night, holding you close, never wanting to let go (Although I'm not so much a cuddly sleeper. I like to cuddle, just not while I sleep). Someone who can kiss you so deeply and passionately at times that the whole world stops, yet at the same time they can just give you a few quick smooches and still make your heart flutter. I want the romance, the connection, and faith in knowing that this person will not want to leave my side, because they LOVE ME BACK. Somehow, someday, I'll find my John.

P.S. "Paperweight" by Joshua Radin and Schuyler Fisk is a great song from the movie!!!

Xoxo Little Miss Who You Are