September 28, 2011

Little Miss I'll Get Tough

(Don't you worry 'bout me anymore.)

I guess you could say I'm "tough." I've been told several times that people were scared of me when we first met (not sure I necessarily consider that a good thing). I can definitely be a bitch when I want to be, when I have to be, and sometimes without even knowing it. Sometimes (well most of the time) I put up a guard. I'm more one of those people who keeps their feelings inside, until I reach a breaking point and can't handle it anymore.

When I was growing up, I was taught to respect others, work hard at everything I do and I'll be rewarded eventually. And lets just be honest, I've been pretty spoiled by my parents (and grandparents). This might sound really great, but it'd brought on some bad habits and attitudes. I have a shopping problem. Whenever I go to a mall or store, I will leave with something. I haven't been financially conscious either. Not until this last year have I actually been worried about money. I've been trying to "cut myself off" from my parents. I don't take money from them unless I'm in a real bind, and even then I pay them back. I'm working on breaking away, so when I am in the real world, I won't come home crying to my parents because I can't do it. I love my family to death, but it's time to only be spoiled a couple times a year (birthdays and holidays are acceptable).

I've also been guarded in love. I'm just sick of boys that pretend to be men. I'll admit that I rarely five a guy a fighting chance. I have high standards and I know what I want, so it makes things difficult. But it's not that hard to be a decent guy, most just choose not to be one! So if a guy wants me, he's gonna have to do better than "Baby girl you's looking so fine!" I KNOW. Try telling me something that gonna get my attention for once!

xoxo Little Miss Who You Are

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