I admit that I've been a Little Miss Down On Love for about 2 years now. I've only had 2 boyfriends over the course of my long long life, but ever since I hit the college scene I've been a single lady. I came into college freshly broken up with, and I was basically a doe-eyed little Bambi!! Oh if I could only remember what it was like to be sooooo naive! I've been burned more than a few times, but by now I've learned to just brush it off. I've also learned to not put myself out there completely and be vulnerable, cause that's just a good way to get hurt. Basically I've shut guys off emotionally. It's going to take someone that REALLY wants me to even get a glimpse of what I've got going on inside this heart. Guys say that girls are complex and hard to figure out, well I've got a newsflash: GUYS ARE FUCKING COMPLEX TOO!!! Well, most guys anyways. There are always going to be the uber-douche guys that you can just read them like a book!! You can tell what's on their mind, what they are going to do and say...so predictable! You can never find a decent, good looking, good hearted guy out there anymore. They are either taken by some girl (that doesn't even deserve them) or they are gay! And this is just my luck, always seems to work out that way! Just going to give a little shout out to all of my gay boys, I love them!! Trust me, I'd much rather hang out with a gay man than most girls. Anyways, the reason I'm so down on love is that I find it hard to find someone that I'm willing to put enough trust in, someone that also wants me back, and someone that is single (Gosh darnet!). I just want to find my tall, rugged, Southern gentleman. If only he wasn't just a daydream that I drift off to every now and then!
xoxo Little Miss Who You Are
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